Things with Aaron have been a lot better since we learned how to communicate with each other.
It only took 13 months XD
It seems like he really appreciates me now that he almost lost me.
I guess it's true; sometimes you need a kick in the ass to get back on track haha.
I have this influx of passion today.
It feels like I should be doing more than just sitting here typing.
Although, I've never been particularly creative.
I'm a passionate, empathetic, political/social-minded human being with no creative outlets.
A fate worse than death! =P
I guess I'm just another stupid kid out to save the world.
I guess that's why I chose to major in History.
I can't save the world, I've accepted that.
But I can help to educate it.
I can help to stop this mindless repetition of mistakes, by educating people about history and it's precedents.
Hell knows the schools aren't going to do it.
(I was taught WWII every year in high school and none of my teachers or textbooks ever bothered to mention that the Soviet Union played a MASSIVE role in it., they didn't mention the Soviet Union at all).
Our history is soaked with blood and violence and bad decisions.
Our future doesn't have to be.
Well I still like to think that whilst maybe saving the world is a tall order we can as individuals perhaps improve the world and our small part of it. People remind me this from time to time. It gives me hope to know that I am not the only person who wants a better world. So don`t ever think you can`t make the world better at least. Drops in the ocean and all that.
You're right. I let myself get swept up in the feelings of hopelessness that come with all of this. Educating myself about the horrors and atrocities in this world has opened my eyes, for sure. Sometimes I just wish I could close them for a while, you know?